I AM BACK!
I have left Tumblr for a pretty long while, but I am happy to say that I am back for good. I am also working on a Wordpress blog, and I shall soon release the address.
Yes, I haven’t posted in awhile. But I guess I’m back.
At least until I regain my sanity. Or a piece of myself.
I’m different now. I can’t tell if I’ve lost something or gained something. I can’t really tell, looking at myself.
But there are always the little signs.
My bracelets slip off my arms a little too easily. Shorts that were once fit a little too snugly are now slipping off my hips. I can see veins popping out in my skin I’ve never seen before. My stomach is always, always flat. Sometimes it’s even concave. I can’t fill up my dresses. I can see the bones below my collar bone. My cheeks are hollowed inwards, and I can feel the skin against bone. I can see my ribs from behind my back.
I can’t recognise my own body.
I guess that’s what you get for hardly eating one and a half meal a day, but I’m hungry all the time.
If only I could shed off every hurt and every emotion, every piece of insanity, as easily.
I’m thinking about moving back to wordpress. It’s less crowded there.
